Monday, January 16, 2017
Diary: Update on Life
Well, I have my laptop charger back, so I'm back online!
Buuuut my plans for the near future have changed a bit...
My boyfriend went back to Japan to visit for 2 weeks and found out that he can't can't come back to America to finish his degree, or get a new visa. It's a long story that I don't really care to share here where everyone can read it. So, instead of waiting until he graduated to go to find a job and move to Japan, I'm looking for a job now, and want to move there asap.
I feel like from now until whatever amount of time it takes me to find a job and get everything worked out, my whole life is on hold. I felt like that a little bit before, but now it's so much worse that my boyfriend isn't here with me. There are so many things I now have to do in such a short time, or longer, which I really hope isn't the case. I'm trying to see this as a blessing in disguise, as I can prepare to go to Japan sooner than expected, but I also have to do it alone. Well, I can't really say completely alone. If I didn't already know before, I do now, that I have so many amazing friends who care about me and are willing to help <3
Anyway, I'm anxious and unsure about everything now and have no idea where I'll be in the next month or few months and this uncertainty is horrible...I hope everything works out! At least I've already graduated.